Saturday, October 27, 2012
I just have this urge to boost my readership and have better statistics for once, seeing how the highest record I have hit, which was years back btw, looks much better than the nearing zero record for now. Haha. (All the fonts look quite ugly to me)
I'm quite thankful that no one from VJ or A13 has seen my blog and it's just this somewhat private, untouched and unexplored piece of little haven which I sort of have it to myself. The reason why blogging is not really my favourite activity to do is that by blogging, at least to me, you are presenting the side of yourself which you want to let others see. And by doing so, you can implicitly or explicitly show some characteristics or traits of yourself which then invites others to over-analyse and make somewhat a big fuss of it in their own heads. It's worse than people judging you. (Judging others and being judged is normal too - it's like people analysing and forming an impression from what they see. The reason why I say that it's normal is because everyone does this, willingly or not.) And ironically, with my long and draggy blogpost I'm giving you the reader (whoever's reading this) a chance, the chance to do so. Ironies of life. Irritating really at times.
Okay I know I'm being slightly dramatic, but not to the point of histrionics heh.. Impact of waterland on our lives. It's really hmm relatable. Sometimes I wonder if I will regard not having recorded much about what has happened in 2012, probably one of the most important, life-changing years of my life and probably the start of the peak of my youthful years, but no regrets I guess. What I can remember are memories in my head, some are too beautiful to be simply broken down and articulated this way on my blog. Many things have changed and although from time to time, I might feel some sorts of regrets, but really I believe that everything will fall to place. I hope so. Supposed to be writing my I&R but blogging instead...
Oh and something I just realised the past Thursday. Coming to VJC's arts fac was probably the best post-secondary decision that I could have made. Thankful that VJ did accept my nine points even though I often complain about the inconvenience of travelling, which is worse than going to SC, can you believe it? Haha give and take I guess.
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